You watched your world crash down from the choices you’ve made
Eyes open wide to reveal a world full of hatred, a world full of war
A vicious cycle, they call it life A vicious ending, no wrong or right For all the ones that ever doubted me Here’s a big fuck you to your reality These are the things that i have come to know A broken heart and an empty soul I’ll take your pride, i’ll break the skin I came to conquer, we are pure fucking sin Another being of this world, another ugly face to walk this earth I hold the secrets of life, the untold and the known The bitter empty spot that sits inside your soul That i will fill with negative memories and you shall be, you shall be set free I tell the story of an angry man who thinks of no one but himself He brings the violence It makes him feel alone, it builds inside It’s running through his veins, it builds inside Creating motives that will push away his friends You will always be alone
I said I’d never walk away, but I’m not able to stay. I said I’d never leave this place, but I can’t stay here. To watch you fade and watch you change into someone I can’t face. I can’t replace, I can’t replace you.
I wish I had the words to explain how I feel about you. After everything that has happend, I should be gone, but I just can’t let go. It’s weird not having you in my life anymore, it makes me feel so alone and vunerable. This probably isn’t going to make sense, but I can’t pull it all together to make sense of it anyways. So here goes nothing.
I wish you hadn’t been my first love. I wish you hadn’t cheated on me. I wish you had thought of me before taking your clothes off with her. I wish you had known how much pain you’d be putting me through by giving in. I wish you hadn’t lied. I wish I never had sex with you. I wish I hadn’t gotten so caught up in you. I wish I had never opened up to you so quickly. I wish you were a better man. I wish you had paid more attention to me. I wish I hadn’t been so lax with you. I wish you had treated me the way I deserved to be treated. I wish you still loved me. I wish you hadn’t said all those hurtful things. I wish I didn’t care. I wish I could say I’m okay. I wish it could all be taken back. And last but not least, I wish you would change. Even if it’s not for me. No one deserves the hell you put me through. I know you can’t say it back, but 831 nmw.
Shattered Heart Anonymous